ecstacy of the dreamdarling can't you feelthe ecstacy of the waking dreamthe kiss that ends the nightmare sleepnothing calms the mind like counting sheepit seemsi keep shouting at the stars to give me lightbeside me you may stir and sigha murmur, a last goodbyei close my eyes, the stars replyit's dark tonightsometimes i may dream i'm deadbut then i miss your breath on my facewhen you kiss meand make me feel so damned alivei could dieit's worth it just to hold you closeto hear the tick and click of timestophang onto eternity for another momentwhen your love is on the clockyou take every second you've gotthe beat of your
Your Heartclose your eyesyour eyelashes make dark patterns on your skinlike small layers of black lacei love the way your mouth creases at the sideswhen you smilei can't decidei love the way you always know what i'll sayalways think the same andunderstandi love when you take my handand kiss iti love when you kiss my neckmy face, my lipsi can't resist iti love every breath you takeevery mistake you makethat shows imperfectionhumanitymakes you more like meit seemsi love your handsthe need to know what they feelwhere they gothe way they trace the skin beneaththe fingertipsand all the restbut what i lov
Say Goodbyesay goodbye to yourselflet gobecause you'll never make another changeyou'll never feel right you'll never see another dream as long as you liveyou used and abused your own heart so say goodbyegood riddance and good nighti think you'll realise you'll never startuntil you stop trying to hold on cut away the shell that was once youlet it drop around your new ankles and burn away enclose yourself in the person you want to beturn away every truthful mirror so you can't seebut don't lie to yourselfeven you know those weeping wounds are there even if you pretend not to even care, you know you can't bear ityou want
Releaseit does not hurtthe pain became so big you could no longer feel itin the same way you can't feel the universeyou can't help itit's overbut the fresh scars still decoratethe blood red lines when you were desperatea release.don't try to tell me i'd be better offif i stopped - forgot the lot.i hope you'll realise when your heart begins to rotthe cuts that scream the pain that hurt your heartin and out both become the scratch-board surface it becomes relief and you know you deserve it pull back your head and screamif i am dreaming let me wakeif i am awake let me sleep and dreamthat last long sigh of a resorti
Blood Box - poempull meout of the darkyour wings are whiteagainst the blood red wallsthis box i fell intoonly you could save mei spent monthswatching that square of lightthat shattered the darknessyour feathers always fallingsigns of hopethat flickerpale lightsgrowing strongermy wings are redstuck down with bloodsplattered with darknessi suffer the agony of the birdsbroken wingsflightlesswhile i lay down in darknessfloated on pools of bloodyou came my darling angelthose white feathers became wingsbecame handsthat reached outpull me out of dark daysyour wings are whitelight against the wallsmy wings
The Life I LeadLike waking from a dreamI want to forgetthe last small slips of our memorieslike the life I leadin sleepthat crumbles on my eyelashesas I come back to reality.And just say'it never happened.'
Sta.sh
